Tuesday, 10 September 2019

Ghost Talk - Secrets




In her bright pink skirt suit, Tia sat on the edge of her desk and overlooked the room. All the desks in their neat formation, with their photo frames, personal items, office plants and monitors looked a bit like lifeless monsters in their own shadows. She loved it when, on Monday mornings, it all came back to life again.
Loudly she clapped her hands, and the lights sprung on, only moments before the first employees would walk in.
Tia smiled. She loved this moment. The offices filling up with people and the smell off coffee, after the quiet weekend.
Although this weekend had been everything but dull and dark.
Something evil glided over Tia’s face. Hey, she wasn’t a saint. She’d never claimed to be, no matter what other people sometimes said about her.

That Saturday the office had suddenly been the home of two camera teams, and a bunch of guys who called themselves ‘paranormal investigators’. Tia had known they were coming of course. She loved listening in on the manager’s phone calls and meetings. And she had her devious plan ready.
One of the guys, Frank the main host, did a dramatic intro in the main hall.
“This building is supposed to be one of the most haunted modern buildings of the US. So no abandoned hospital or prison tonight, but a fully functional office building. I can already feel an eerie energy surrounding me.”
Tia stared around the hall and saw was nothing but her, the two teams of cameramen, the presenters, and a bunch of people they’d interview.
She followed them around. The first interview was in the cafeteria, where several men had felt a hand pinch their bottoms. It made Tia laugh.
“Do you feel this ghost is malignant to men?”
“Definitely.” The man said. Tia had seen him grope women often enough. And suddenly being pinched in the bottom had to do with a malignant woman? This was priceless entertainment to her.
In the basement, it got more serious. The janitor claimed he had no problem going there though.
“This is where I found her. She’d been here for two days.”
“Leatitia, one of the ghosts that’s supposed to haunt this building?”
The janitor nodded. “They say she killed herself after one of the gentlemen had slighted her. Personally, I highly doubt that. Office romance just wasn’t her thing, you know?”
Frank sighed theatrically. “I guess you knew her pretty well, then?”
From a safe distance, Tia watched them. She didn’t like coming down here.
“Do you think her spirit is still here?”
The janitor shrugged. “I’ve never noticed anything like it, but it’s undeniable that weird things are going on. Missing items suddenly turning up on Monday morning, big mistakes just averted because of some unexplainable intervention. Haunted? Maybe. But I doubt if the ghost is of ill will.”
Tia couldn’t help herself, she’d liked the janitor. He had always been so kind to her. To see him here made her feel as sad as he was. In a reflex she moved up to him and put her hand on his shoulder. Unconsciously he put his over hers.
“What’s that?” Frank suddenly asked, in a tone that made to imply the heavens had opened up.
“What?”
“Your hand? What are you doing?”
“Oh, nothing. Just a tingle.”
“Damn,” Tia thought. She’d not wanted to intervene so soon.
To distract them, she got up the stairs and slammed the door at the top shut. That should get their attention. Malignant ghost her ass.
She’d been watching the proceedings all day, had kept from interacting any more. That night in the pitch black it would be much more fun, she had decided. It gave her time to plot and plan her little funny and vengeful adventure. She’d never get a better opportunity than this. They wanted drama and to be shocked, and Tia had some excellent tricks up her sleeve.
Despite demands being made on ghostly inhabitants, none appeared for the remainder of the day.

It grew dark and quiet. The crew had had dinner in a restaurant across the street. Tia had watched them and patiently waited for them to return.
The janitor locked them in. “Have a pleasant night, gents!” He wished them cheerfully. The main power switch had been turned off for that one night. Or so they thought….
The crew made their way up to the office on the third floor first. That’s where most activity was, according to the interviews. The room was quiet now.
“We are calling out to the ghost of the girl who supposedly killed herself. Leatitia, are you here?” The voice sounded commanding.
Tia sat on the edge of her desk. It was her favourite spot, from there she could see to all the corners of the room.
The person using the desk these days had given up on trying to put stuff in that spot. It had been shoved aside every morning, by the cleaners she assumed.
Even in the dark, Tia could see her bright pink skirt. She loved this suit, although she’d never worn it. She had been scared to stand out, scared to be noticed. Sweet, serviceable, flexible, she was the person who took care of everything. She’d not changed all that much. Apart from that little thirst for vengeance and adventure.
She let the guys move around for a while, right until they were about to give up.
She clapped her hands and all the monitors in the room turned on at once.
“Goodnight, gentlemen.” The screensavers on all of them read. It had taken her quite some time to get that done. And it would take her even more time to restore later. Who cared? The shocked faces were all worth it. And what else was she going to do anyway?
“Dude, what’s happening?” Dave, the second host, said with a wince of fear in his voice.
It would be so easy to lead them to the gold right now. Tia wanted to have more fun first, though. Playing around with them for a while would make the dramatic impact so much stronger.
Tia clapped her hands again, this time manipulating the climate control into pushing cold air into the room.
“Crap, can you feel that cold air?” Frank asked his team. They confirmed by nodding and mumbling. “Leatitia, is this you doing that?” Frank asked as he shivered. “Cold air is usually an indication of spirit life being around.” He explained to the camera in that same dramatic voice he always used.
He held something in front of him that he’d pointed out to her earlier. It was meant as a device ghosts could speak into, to be understood.
Calmly Tia slid off the desk and walked over to them. She checked their equipment and made one of the things wheeze and flash.
Startled the crew stepped back. “Damn, there’s a lot of activity here!” One of them yelled. “The meter is going berserk.”
Getting close to the sound recording device, Tia clapped two times. Then bent towards it and spoke. “Evil. Basement.” She couldn’t help herself. These guys were here for some action, she’d give them action. Good thing they didn’t hear her giggle though.
“What? What’s in the basement?” Frank demanded to know. Tia knew very well how to make herself heard, without the aid of devices. She let out a hard manic laugh, before slamming the door shut on them.
The fall out was terrific. They were swung back and forth between fear and fascination. The cameras were turned off for a few minutes so they could discuss their options. They’d not had this much real activity ever. Most of it was caught on tape, Tia had made very sure of that.  
Most haunted, her ass. If there’d be any ghosts, she’d know about them. After wandering around here for so long, she knew everything about this building.
Frank wanted to go to the basement, while two of his fellow crew members politely bowed out. It was too much and too real for them to handle. They hung back in the main entrance hall.
When Frank came down the stairs, Tia gave him a little push backwards. Not hard enough to make him fall, but enough to make him believe, that something tried to stop him from going down there. For the big finale, she needed him as on edge as she could get him.
She also made something in the dark distance of the basement rattle. This is where the archives were, as well as a meeting spot for office couples who didn’t want to be caught with their pants down. When she’d said she had to go down into the archives to look something up, she’d meant it. It had not been an invitation, as her boss clearly had believed.
Frank’s responses were priceless. More and more, his fascination made room for fear. His voice gave so much away, even if he did an outstanding job in trying to cover it up.
With a rush, Tia moved passed him, so he felt her cold energy swoosh by.
“Are you here? Who’s there?”
“Secrets.” She yelled through the room in a low voice. In the echo of the room, no one could make out if it was a male or female voice. By playing with the wiring, she made a few light bulbs flash on and off. It fit in nicely with the electrocution scheme.
“Who is this?”
“Evil.” She could toy a bit longer, she decided.
“Did you kill yourself here?” That was the question she’d dreaded. For a long time, she’d not remembered what had happened. One moment she’d been arguing with her boss, the other moment she’d lain there with the janitor looking at her body. That kind janitor, he’d been as shocked as she was. She’d so much wanted to comfort him when she saw that.
To give herself time to think she whirled through the room, creating some other noises. Somewhere in the back, she threw over a stack of paper. She immediately felt guilty towards the poor intern, that would have to go sort it out later.
“How many of you are in here?”
She looked around. She, Frank, a cameraman, a sound guy.
“Four.” She answered in the same dark voice she’d used before.
“Why did you lead us here?”
“Secrets.”
“Are you haunting the poor people in this building?”
“Secrets.” And then her laugh again. They were getting more serious, and Tia wanted to have more fun. This was after all her finest hour. After this everyone would know who she was. And more than that, everyone would know what he had done to her.
She straightened out her pink skirt. One of these days she really should thank her best friend, for having her cremated in this thing. At least she got good wear out of it now.
The crew remained behind when Tia was long upstairs. When they came back to the main hall, the coffee in the machine was brewed and ready for them.
“Did you do that?” Frank asked a member of his crew. “No. Look here.”
Frank looked at the screen of his co-host and saw a bright pink blur move passed the coffee machine as it sprung into action.
“Shit, we have a coffee making ghost here?”
The coffee had somewhat settled their mind, about their ghost being genuinely evil. If she wanted to hurt any of them, she’d had ample opportunity.
More noises came from upstairs. They ran up to the third floor with their camera’s still rolling.
The lights in the office at the back were turned on. They saw some drawers open, at the desks on their way through the room. Someone had frantically rummaged through them. “They weren’t open when we were here earlier,” Frank said in a grave voice. Cautiously they made their way through the room, towards the back. The monitors still emitted their message. Tia had not had time to change them.
The door was a bit ajar. The guys squinted at the bright light on the other side.
Frank pushed through. The desk was a mess, all papers had been shoved off of it, the drawers were torn out, and the heavy desk chair had been thrown through the room. Someone was clearly pissed off.
Written in bright pink lipstick on the window, they could clearly read the message. The two lipsticks it had taken were still on the white windowsill underneath.
Calmly Tia watched them as they took in her message.
“Secrets.”


“Yesterday the case of the death of Leatitia Reading, who passed away six years ago, in what was believed a suicide has been reopened. New evidence has made it clear the death was most certainly a homicide. Her former boss has been arrested on suspicion of the act. According to an anonymous source within the company, Leatitia had accused him of sexual harassment before.
Leatitia, or as her co-workers and friends called her Tia, was a gentle woman. She had a friendly demeanour and was always the first to help out. In general, she didn’t stand out much. Her body was found electrocuted in the basement of the offices she worked at, on a Monday morning. She’d been there since Friday night when she stayed behind at the office to work finish up on some work.  
As the case is still under investigation, the police will not provide further commentary. Paranormal investigators, Frank and Davy, claim to have discovered this new evidence. A special of their show ‘Ghost Talk’ on this scary night, will be aired at Halloween.”

Tia stood at her desk and read the article on the screen. It made her smile.
Two birds, one stone, she decided. Then she saw something happen down the room. She rushed passed the desks and could just stop a co-worker from falling over.
“Thanks.” This person said in general. They had worked with Tia around for so long now, they were no longer startled when things like this happened. The most haunted modern building in the US? No way. Just one ghost. Malignant? Only to those who deserved it. To the rest of them? Friendly, gentle, helpful, and maybe a little evil. Good evil. Kind evil.


Friday, 17 May 2019

A Jet of Water

This is a story from 'The Pharmacist's Cabinet', which is basically a collection of random short stories I wrote at several CampNaNo's.  


A Jet of Water

Adam turned around the corner to cross the square. He had a few hours to kill before he had to be back. Seeing how warm the weather was, he was glad he’d not planned a full day today.
The square was a lively place that afternoon. There was a band playing on a small stage. People were moving around and chatting. In the fountain Adam saw kids play, splashing the water all over the place.
And to his surprise, a woman. She was tall, wore a light yellow dress that sat just over her knees. He’d seen her before, several times, but never this free and happy. Suddenly he wanted to be part of her happiness.
He looked down at his own attire. A black T-shirt and shorts. He rarely wore shorts, being insecure about his own skinny legs.
Then he looked back at her. Anything but skinny. So many things his friends would call her. He doubted beautiful, confident, and graceful, his thoughts, were amongst them.
At the side of the fountain, he kicked off his flip flops and stepped over the edge into the cool water. It was the most refreshing thing he’d felt that day.
The tall woman turned and nearly fell over when she found Adam walk up to her.
“It looked like so much fun when I saw you. I had to try it.” He excused himself. She was two inches taller than he was. Of course, she’d recognised him in a heartbeat. The very reason she was startled. Her smile was enchanting.
“There’s very little quite like it.” She confirmed.
The band started another song. Something very rhythmic and soulful. Adam couldn’t help it. He took Kay’s hand. “Dance with me?” It was an invitation. As Kay had suspected, she had no defences against him. His energy was too strong and too lovely. That last bit was unexpected. She laughed and took his hand. She didn’t want to think of what it looked like. A domestic elephant dancing with a shorter, skinny guy. All she wanted was to feel. He was very adept at leading her.
As they got closer to the splashing water, he warned her. “Your dress will get wet.” He loved it on her. Once before he’d seen her in a dress. It had been so long it nearly hung on the floor. This one was a lot shorter.
She shrugged. “It’s only a dress, it’ll dry.”
That made him laugh as well. He slightly threw his head back when he did. She stared at his exposed neck. She really shouldn’t. They were incompatible in so many ways. Despite not having actually met, she knew that already.
“I don’t know any other woman who would dance with me in a fountain, without worrying about her dress getting wet.” He said. They still moved. The music was compelling. Kay wasn’t a good dancer, and neither was Adam. They had fun, though. That was the entire point.
“You’ve not been around the right women, then.” She dared counter.
“I think you’re right.” He whirled her around, right under a jet of water. It hit her right on her head and trickled down.
She didn’t twitch. Merely enjoyed the sensation of it on her skin.
Adam had been scared to meet Kay. To find she was not the fun, open, and warm person he’d imagined her. Seeing her here, today, convinced him she was. That, and so much more.
“I can’t believe we’ve never met before.” He whispered.
“You can’t?” There was no way she could know what went on in his head. Usually, she was very adept at reading people. Not this time.
“Why haven’t we met before, Kay?” He wanted to know.
She averted her gaze. Should she answer that she’d avoided it? Through the years she’d met plenty of his friends. Always steered away from him. He was too intense. And she didn’t want to see the look of disdain in his eyes when he stared at her. She couldn’t bear it if he would look at her that way. She’d had enough of those stares to last her a lifetime.
“Kay?” He caught on that it wasn’t a coincidence.
The song was over. Kay stepped away from him.
“Thank you so much.” She tried to pull her hand back. His grip on it tightened. “Don’t leave. Please.” He begged. Startled, she looked at him. He let go of her hand immediately.
“Marry me.” He said. It was out of his mouth before he could help himself.
She tried to assess if he was joking or not.
“Excuse me?”
“I’ve been wanting to meet you for a while. You’re quite elusive.” He was as surprised as she was. Yet it felt right. Having finally met her, he knew she was the woman he wanted to spend the rest of his life with.
He sank down on one knee. Kay felt the air was suddenly heavy. People were staring at them.
“Don’t make fun of me. I can’t…” She couldn’t find the words.
He grabbed her hand again, to ground her. To focus her attention. “Kay?”
She opened up to him. Deliberately feeling out his energy. Then she started to smile. The warmest smile he’d ever seen.
With a simple movement of her hand, she made him stand up. He wrapped his arms around her.
“Why don’t we try a date, first?” She suggested. “Get to know each other.”
“Good plan.” Pulling Kay close, Adam tenderly kissed her.
There was whistling, and applause. The entire square seemed to loudly revolve around them as they whirled around.
Did this really just happen?



Thank you so much for reading this. Hope you liked it. If you enjoyed this little snippet of a story, please consider donating towards the editing of my novel 'Monday'.


Tuesday, 6 November 2018

Finn Intro

Good day!
This is the first novel I'm posting here. Since it does not have a proper title yet, it goes by it's second work title: Finn. (the first being NaNo2016-01) Enjoy the read and feel free to let me know what you think.



Finn (synopsis)


After being dumped on the morning of her wedding Finn is challenged with piecing her life back together.
Hurt, but not broken she moves from London back to Glasgow. Closer to her father and the house she grew up in. The old house she was so desperate to get away from when she was young appears to not be ready to let go of her just yet.

Her father has employed the help from his good friend Jaime in an attempt to make the house more comfortable and appealing to a next generation. Clearly Finn isn't going to move back in and take ownership and the old man has no intention to be immortal. The house, creaking with tiredness and secrets is in dire need of an update.

While Jaime knows all about building and woodwork, he needs help from Finn, because she knows about modern and sustainable materials. It's not the building though, that puts up the biggest fight. But the spirits that inhabit it. He'd fought many demons of himself, but seeing Finn and the house go head to head puts a fear in Jaime he's never felt before.



Finn Part 1


Firmly Finn grabbed the shoulder and yanked. The guy in front of her turned and in his movement swung his fist to her face. In a defensive move, she tried to turn away. Finn didn’t succeed in avoiding impact but had created enough space to grab his arm and twist him around. She followed through and with a firm kick to the back of his knees, he sank to the floor. By twisting his arm behind his back, Finn made sure he stayed there.
It was only a few seconds before one of the bouncers stepped in, and Finn retreated to her friends. Dave handed her a beer. She downed it in one go. “It was to cool your…” He pointed at her cheek.
“Crap.” She said. Her hand touched the upcoming swelling. “That’s going to bruise.” She looked at the guys at the table with her. “Why didn’t you stop me? Brent is going to kill me when he sees it.” Her co-workers, all male co-workers would never get used to that whiplash. At one moment she was cursing and bitching as one of them, taking on a guy three inches taller than she was, and the next moment she’d be a girl again.
“We thought you had it all under control.” Ed returned to the table, holding a towel with ice cubes the barman had gotten him. He gave it to Finn.
“Guys. I’m getting married in four days. I can’t show up on my wedding day with my face punched in. Ugh, Brent will never forgive me.”
Dave hit her shoulder. “You’ll be fine.” She wished she was. The guy that had punched her was gone. A few girls stood in front of Finn, thanking her for stepping in. “It’s okay. He had no right to do what he did. You don’t have to take that crap from anyone. Ever.” It made her feel better, somewhat.
She had noticed him trying to chat up some of the girls earlier in the evening. Later his methods became more aggressive. A few moments ago Finn had seen him aggressively take hold of one of the girls as she’d gotten separated from her friends. And people wonder why women always move in packs!
Later in her hotel room, Finn had a good heart to heart with herself about what she would tell her fiancĂ©. It wouldn’t do to explain. She should never have been there in the first place, he’d argue. He hated her job. Hated that she was away weeks at a time on occasion.
Finn loved it. Mechanical engineer, hardly the proper career for a lady. It had pissed her mother off so badly. Finn had prevailed. She was somewhat of a name when it came to her field of expertise; designing, building and maintaining sustainable energy systems in new building projects. It was a constant learning curve.
Brent had made her promise she’d confine herself to the UK in the future. He needed her to be around, he had said. Finn doubted if she could ever be the successful society lady Brent and his parents would love her to be. But she was willing to give it a try. And after tonight, she could see his point as well. They didn’t need the money that bad. The UK was developing too. Enough interesting projects to get involved with, after their honeymoon.
As Finn turned over in bed, she remembered meeting Brent. It was a very posh party. The opening of a new wing of a hospital she’d worked on and which carried his family name. He’d swept her off her feet when he accidentally bumped into her. He was two inches taller than she was. Short dark hair, kempt with surgical precision, a crisp custom-made suit. And there was Finn, short red, peaky hair that refused to follow orders. The posh dress she’d gotten cheap from e-bay. It was not her preferred surrounding or dress style. Through the years she’d learned to put up a convincing act though.
Fully convinced that nagging doubt she felt deep in her stomach was perfectly normal that short before her wedding, she fell asleep. Brent wasn’t perfect. But then again, who was? She least of all.
The next day was her last on the job. It wasn’t done yet, and she hated stepping out before it was. They had run over the estimated time so far, however, that she didn’t have a choice. If she wanted to be home in time for her wedding, she’d have to fly out that night.
Good thing they had a few very good wedding planners. Finn had not had much say in the proceedings and had been rather surprised to have been allowed to pick out her dress. She didn’t care much for those things. Brent came from a well-known society family. He, and probably more his mother, had a very good idea of how they wanted things run. Finn had found it best to let them at it. If it had been up to her, an intimate ceremony with a few of their friends would have done. Brent didn’t have a few friends though. He had lots of them. Finn wasn’t as socially inclined. The team she worked with, Dave, Eddie and Cameron she’d count amongst her friends. That’s why the party that evening, they’d dubbed it her bachelor party. She’d had a proper Bachelorettes before setting off to Canberra. Brent’s sister had arranged for it. Tea, and cakes, and naughty jokes. Nothing like the beer and improper language from the guys, which was much more to Finn’s liking. She hated it that she’d have to leave this team. It was one of those compromises Brent, and she’d had to make to merge their lives.
Delayed flights, bad weather and what not more made that Finn arrived home in time for Brent to get up out of bed, the day before their wedding. There was no time to go to bed. So many last minute things to take care of, even with those formidable wedding planners.
Brent had looked at the bruise on Finn’s cheek. Suddenly shy about it, she’d put her hand over it. “It can be covered, no worries.” Was all she’d said. He’d not responded. He’d held her tight and kissed her. “It’s good you’re home.” He had said.
To Finn it was confusing. The same feeling she’d had before she left. His words and posture told her he was happy to see her. Something in his energy was off though. She put it off as wedding jitters. Like her he’d been awfully busy lately, preparing for a month’s absence during their honeymoon.
By request of the wedding planner, she had the last fitting of her dress. During the day her father arrived at their house in Hampstead Heath. Finn only had time quickly hug him in welcome. He promised to make himself comfortable and if possible useful and watched her get on. His only daughter, his only child. Brent had been very ceremonious when asking Alexander for his daughter’s hand. It had amused the older man. He and Finn weren’t very big on ceremony. It seemed, however, that ceremony, tradition, and society standard had dictated about anything to do with this wedding. He had often wondered what had attracted Finn to a man like Brent. Alex had come to two conclusions. One was that he didn’t understand women. The other that Brent was different from everything and everyone Finn had known. And that would have a pull on her unlike anything else.
That evening there was a rehearsal dinner. A very formal affair in the same hotel the wedding would be celebrated the next day. Finn had the notion she was being propped up to be presentable for family and friends. She’d wanted to stay close to her father. The gathering was pretty intimidating to her. Even after moving in Brent’s circles for about four years. Around his family, she always felt the odd one out. Not a cross word was said to her openly. Sometimes she felt the gazes though.
They managed to pull off a spotless dinner at the end of which Brent said goodnight to his fiancĂ©e and kissed her a little indecent. She would go to their home, with her father for company. He would spend the night with his parents. Finn had not thought that necessary, but tradition. She hadn’t stressed her point. The look on the face of her mother in law had told her to bite her tongue. Again.
The silence that fell over Finn and Alex as the door closed behind them made them both sigh in satisfaction.
“Drink?” Finn suggested. Her father was not the man to endure much company for so long. She appreciated the effort he made to get on good terms with her in-laws. On the other hand, that kind of society should not be as foreign to him as it was to her.
“You’re marrying very well,” Alex said to his daughter. They sat on the couch together. He had looked around well. This kind of property, in this location, he wouldn’t be surprised if it had cost them several million pounds. Brent’s Jaguar was in the driveway. Usually, when they headed into the city, they took a cab. It was easiest.
“I am. Big drawback.” She admitted. It made her father laugh. Only Finn would say that. He tilted his head.
“You’d think, as a bride, I’d have a say in my wedding.”
“You didn’t?”
“Hardly. I think the only reason I got to pick my dress, is because I picked one that fell within what they’d wanted.”
“Is it one you’d picked regardless?” He felt the underlying message. The doubts.
She shook her head. He shouldn’t be surprised. This house, this entire setting, it wasn’t who Finn was. “That’s what it’s all about, isn’t it? Compromising. Sticking together.” Finn was in her thirties; of course, she had a mature vision of things.
“If you don’t want this, you don’t have to, you know,” Alex said in a serious tone. “I mean…”
She sipped the whiskey. “I know, dad. Thanks. But I love Brent. And I’m sure we’ll find some middle ground on most things.”
Alex was worried. She was dead set on making it work. She was so much like him in that respect. “I mean, I’ll be around more often in the future. That should make things easier.” She wanted to believe that. Brent was a strong man. He fought for what he wanted. That’s what she liked about him. The way he didn’t compromise.
They talked for a while. Alex could feel she worked towards something. He could guess what it was and decided this wasn’t the time. On the eve of her wedding, she should have happy thoughts.
“Come on. You should get to bed. Otherwise, you’ll not be up to all the dancing and partying tomorrow. And if you’re good, I’ll read you one last bedtime story.”
There were tears in his eyes when he’d said it. He had done that for ages. Well beyond the age she could read herself. It had been their little ritual.
To her surprise, he sat beside her bed twenty minutes later with the favourite book from her childhood.
“Dad!”
“Ssst. Lay down, close your eyes.”
It didn’t miss its goal. Within minutes Finn had drifted off to sleep. And although she had some very vivid dreams, she always had, she managed to wake up bright and early the next day. In time to have a quiet cup of coffee before her father woke up and the wedding planner came, with the makeup artist, hairdresser and what not more in her wake.
She was positioned in the middle of their humongous downstairs kitchen. That’s where they had the most room to move and the best light.
Alex watched, slightly amused, as his daughter was being dolled up. Neither of them had realised makeup and hair alone would take hours. Suddenly the 8 am start of a 3 pm wedding made a lot of sense.
The hairdresser was almost done when the doorbell startled them. They didn’t expect anyone yet. The wedding planner rushed up to open the door and was back down within a minute. “It’s Brent. He wants to talk to you for a moment.”
“What? Now?” She responded, shocked. Brent letting go of protocol?
“Good thing you’re not in your dress yet.” Someone said. Finn hardly registered it.
“Brent?” He waited for her in the living room. “What’s wrong? Is everyone okay?”
He nodded. There was something solemn in his posture.
“Then…”
“We need to talk. Sit down, Fiona.” He never called her Finn. It was too odd for him even to pronounce.
She did as he said. Whatever was bothering him, she didn’t want to make it any worse.
“You know, we talked about everything, when… After I…”
“After you proposed and I said yes?” She helpfully added.
He nodded. “That you didn’t want any kids and stuff.”
“I can’t have any kids. It’s not that I wouldn’t want them. What’s this all about? Are you having doubts?” She hoped he had. It would make her feel so much less guilty about having them.
“Yes.” He straightened out. “No.”
Suddenly it was as if she looked at someone else. “Brent?”
“You see, I’ve met someone.”
“You’ve… No, I don’t see. What do you mean, you’ve met someone?”
“A girl. She’s...” He didn’t know how to explain it to Finn.
“You met a girl.” She knew she was repeating him. Couldn’t for the love of God come up with a thought of her own though.
Then it hit her, full force.
“You mean to tell me that you met a girl and want to, I don’t know, be with her?”
She wanted to get up and wipe that sheepish smile off of his face with her fist. “It’s our wedding day. And you tell me you met a girl?”
“Well, I didn’t just meet her.”
“Oh god.” Finn had to deliberately breathe to prevent from being overwhelmed. “You had a fucking affair. Didn’t you?”
“I couldn’t help it. You were away, and, and… Don’t tell me something like that never happened. I know the people you hang around.”
“Excuse me?”
“Oh, like you never slept with anyone else. And that bruise? The game got out of hand?” Did he want to pin this one on her?
“I never slept with anyone else since I met you. You know that damn well, don’t put this on me.” She refused to be distracted.
What did all of this mean?
“Anyway, you’ll understand we can’t marry like this?”
“How about work this out? We’ve invested thousands in this day. We’re together for years. We can work through this.”
He moved further away from her.
“There’s more, isn’t there?”
Best Brent could do at that moment was walking out. He didn’t. Instead, he made it worse for Finn. Much, much worse.
“She’s pregnant.”
Finn thought she’d faint. “So not only have you slept with someone else, but you also knocked her up.”
“Finn, don’t…”
“Don’t tell me to shut up! I think you can be very happy I’m not strangling you yet.” She looked up at him. “Although I might still change my mind. So you sleep with this girl, and a while later she comes back and tells you…” Damage control. She’d been in his family for too long, she realised, when she tried to find ways out of it. She was fighting for her relationship, her marriage, her wedding.
“Four months. And I knew because...”
It was as if someone had dropped a bucket of ice water down Finn’s back. Four months and he had known all along because he had been seeing her all along.
“Now what?” Practical as ever.
“I’m sure you can tell the planners to call everything off. You don’t have to do it yourself.”
“I?” She didn’t scream outwardly. “How about your part in this?”
“About that.” He moved towards the door.
“Seeing we won’t be going on our honeymoon, I rebooked. We have to be at Heathrow in an hour. With this traffic, we better leave soon. I assume you’ll have moved out by the time we get back.”
Finn was still too confused to respond. He had gone cold and rigid. “It is all for the best. I mean, we tried Finn, but you don’t really fit in, in our world, do you? You wouldn’t have been happy.”
“I would have tried. I would have fought. I would not have taken off with the first available floozy.”
“Don’t call her that.”
“Why did you even propose to me? Why did you go through with this charade? You could have stopped it sooner.”
“You wanted it so badly, and I thought, well. You’d stuck with me. You deserved…” He didn’t get to finish his sentence.
“I think we’re done.” She beat him to the door and darted up the stairs to their bedroom. When she heard the front door slam, she rushed to the bedroom on the other side of the house. From there she could see him get into a waiting cab. He bent over to kiss the person next to him and in that fleeting second Finn recognised her. She was a friend of the family. They’d met a few times at formal occasions.
Finn’s fingers dug into the windowsill, hardly able to keep standing. A thousand thoughts rushed through her head. She should go downstairs and tell everyone the wedding was cancelled. It shouldn’t be up to her. He should bear some of that responsibility.
A few minutes after Brent had left, Alex went to see his daughter. She’d not returned yet. That could not be good.
 “Sweetheart?” Alex said. He saw his daughter’s rigid posture. Her eyes were still focussed on the street outside. That spot where the cab had been.
“Yes?” She turned to her father. Her face had that weird cold mask on it, he’d seen before. It meant that she would not show any emotion, didn’t mean there wasn’t any. It was the best she could manage without completely breaking down.
“Is everything okay?” For maybe the first time, he also saw something of her mother in her. It scared him.
“No.”
“Brent? What did he say?”
”That there’s not going to be a wedding. I’m sorry, dad. I need to talk to Erica.” She walked passed him, not giving him time or space to ask questions.
“Cancel what can be cancelled. Donate to goodwill what can be donated, tell the hotel to put normal people up in the nicer rooms. Maybe the bridesmaids and groomsmen will be helpful with calling off the guests.” Finn took a deep breath. “I can’t, I’m sorry.”
Erica stood beside her, ready to move in for a hug, but Finn wouldn’t allow for it. No time for such nonsense. The amount of money wasted, and even more, people inconvenienced was too great for her to fall apart now.
She thanked the artist’s for their services and shooed them out the door.
“Finn.” It was Erica, trying to get through to her bride.
“It’s okay, Erica. You did fantastically. And if you’ve taken care of this, I’ll make sure you’ll get an excellent recommendation and bonus.”
“That’s not what I meant.” Erica had been closest to Finn in the entire process. That’s why she was on bride watch on the wedding day.
“I’m very sorry. I don’t know what happened. But I’m sure it’s not your fault.”
Finn tried to smile. “You’re right. It isn’t. I’m sorry too. I’m sure you have enough going on without me wasting your time, now if you’ll please excuse me, I have some falling apart to do.”
Erica and Alex watched as Finn darted out of the room. Her footsteps sounded on the stairs and after the slam of a door, silence.